Archive for December, 2005

Life Goes On…

Saturday, December 17th, 2005

I have to admited that i’ve been through pretty rough life in this pervious 3 years. I can’t even find the perfect words to best describe it… Too complicated and difficult on me. So much troubles, so many misery and emotional days…yet still having some fun indeed(maybe). Well, growing up can be so strange isn’t it???

However,I’ve found myself a real "bf" lately. We just dating each other and so far everything’s just went fine and well. Wish me luck in this one okay?

Take care everybody!

Brand New Life For Good

Thursday, December 1st, 2005

Many things has changed recently.The Sun does not shine all day long and the dark clouds always clear to see.Just like my life, sometimes it feels so good and happy…Sometimes can be so rough and fill with misery…There’s no one here’s to blame….not even fate…This is just how things meant to be.

As September brought so much sadness and tears to me but I still can get through this life and still survive with all the damn fake things…Well,it’s a long story to tell…. I’m not in the mood to start reading this ’story book’.Maybe I do sounds upset and unhappy…but not anymore.I’ve finally decided to break the silly things I’ve been holding on to like a foolish all this time… I do felt like a stupid but I am not Stupid.Hemmmm….At least i finally realize that I deserve so much more in this life…

Goodbye September, I’m starting a new life in November…As I meet many person with so much joy and happiness ahead and I’m not risiking my feeling in a so-call "puppy relationship". Ridicolous!*

I believe the sun still Shine upon me and the lucky Stars will always be with me…So, ‘Mr. Prince Charm’ or ‘Romeo’… I hope you know that this is not what Love is about… As I really in Love with you before but now I found only emptiness in my heart. Don’t feel sorry for me because I knew you don’t even mean this…. So long Prince Charm but we can still remain as friend….

~Fake souL87~